Happiness

I feel so excited about the new songs.    I want to put them up on here but I can't yet.   

They sound different from before, they have a new uplifting way about them, more colourful and open somehow. They sound like Summer. Like flowers opening and waves lapping the shore. Maybe it's because I feel happier, like a line has been drawn and I can let go of the past and start again. I know I'm always doing that and it's good and necessary but I feel I'm on a wave at the moment and I'm able to stand steady and enjoy it.

I think too it's finally really dawned on me that it is the journey that's important. I've read it enough times but now I'm living in the day and moving forward rather than reaching so much that today got lost by the wayside and in my over reaching I'd fall and push it away. 

I went camping at the weekend and it was beautiful. No people or traffic. Just the sound of sheep and the crackling fire.    It was overcast so no stars but you don't have to see it to know that it's there.